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save me
04:08
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He pushed me over, He tore me apart
But You don't want to believe it He said it's all in my head
He told me it's your fault He whispered in my ear
He said you'd have to go or I'll take the blame
He makes me do things no one knows about
Caught me stabbing in the dark I tried to tell the truth
I tried to fix me I tried to lie but now he's coming for you
I tried to fix me I tried to lie
He talks to me at night tells me where to go
He told me he never lies so he must be right
That they deserve the ends of there lives
And I'm giving it to them bc he made me
And I know it's not right idk what to
I can't control myself no matter how hard I try
I tried I to fix me I tried to lie but now he's coming for you
I tried to fix me I tried
I feel your touch on my back now I know you must be real
I see you with me everywhere you just won't go away
I hear your deepest thoughts out loud I can't take it anymore
Save me help me survive I just want this monster to die
I don't know what's real anymore please save me from my thoughts
Please save me make them go away
I tried to fix me I tried to lie but now he's coming to take my life
He tried to fix me he tried to lie but now he's coming to take my life
He tried to fix me he tried to lie
Save me please help me now
Save me please help me now
Save me please help me now
Save me please help me now
I tried to fix me I tried to lie but now he's coming to take my life
He tried to fix me he tried to lie but now he's coming to take my life
He tried to fix me he tried to lie
He tried to fix me he tried to lie
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Take it away from here, One chance is all you get, hate the way I feel, take the hate you feel
Close your eyes, you’ll see what I mean,
Take me by surprise, I’ll see what you mean.
Take, take me, take me now, I want, hear me out, need you, drown me out, feel all alone
Wait, you're in the room, I don’t trust you now, no please don’t say, I want you to stay.
Can’t see your face, need to get away, I tried to run, but it never ends
Take, take me, take me now, I want, hear me out, need you, drown me out, feel all alone
Take it away from me, one chance is all you get, no please don’t say, I want you to stay.
Close your eyes, you’ll see what I mean, I tried to run away, but it never ends.
Take, take me, take me now, I want, hear me out, need you, drown me out, feel all alone
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it's too late
03:41
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I took your hand and held it tightly, you said you'd be their when i need you
But that changed, you changed
You grabbed my wrist and held it tightly, you told me “you’re going nowhere”
You’re mine you’re all mine
You made me do things i don’t want to, made me feel like i had to
It’s my fault, it’s my fault
You kept me close, right beside you, so that when i tried to leave you
You snapped, you snapped
And i don’t know if i can take this anymore, just leave me alone bleeding out on the floor
You broke my heart and wont let me leave, and i can’t do this anymore.
And i'm sorry for all the pain i have caused, maybe it was better when i was ignored
It's too late, you can’t help me now, the thoughts are in my mind, and i can't get them out.
I know i'm trapped and i can't leave, but please just let me out, i cant breath
And when you told me “you will die” i don't care cuz i was never alive
I know i'm trapped and i can't leave, but please just let me out i cant breath
And when you told me “you will die” i dont care cuz i was never alive
And i don't know if i can take this anymore, just leave me alone, bleeding out on the floor
You broke my heart and wont let me leave and i don’t know if i can do this anymore.
And i don't know if i can take this anymore, just leave me alone, bleeding out on the floor
You broke my heart and wont let me leave and i don’t know if i can do this anymore.
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4. |
erosion of sanity
02:50
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vocals and guitar performed by Ryan Riot. additional instruments, mixing and production done by Rich Gulag.
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drowning
03:30
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I’m drowning in this lake of pain
I’m surrounded by people who think I’m ok
I stop breathing from time to time
You haven’t noticed bc I allways try and hide
I’m suffocating in this noise
I can’t take it my heart is gone
I'm sedated from everything
I can't feel it the thrill has gone
I'm in danger and I know why
Sometime I think it's the only time I feel
cuz you your killing me killing me and I'm I'm feeding it feeding
I can't feel a fucking thing please hurt me Icant feel a single thing pleasekill me
Cuz I'm killing you killing you and you your feeling it feeelin it
I should be honest….I'm not ok
I keep lying to your face
And every time I reach for you again
Cuz your my only friend
You never liked me cuz I need you too much
It's all about you and what you do
I'd be better if you left
Don't excite me
I know you wouldn't die for me
So don't try me
Cuz we're all gonna die
cuz you your killing me killing me and I'm I'm feeding it feeding
I can't feel a fucking thing please hurt me Icant feel a single thing please kill me
Cuz I'm killing you killing you and you your feeling it feeelin it
Rocking slowly I'm alright but I know what happened to my mind
I took it out and ate it slowly bc the voices told me
Dying slowly I feel fine but my mind is bleeding inside
I don't feel the pain anymore my mind isn't no more
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wanna feel again
03:07
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Say it to me again,
Feed it to him again,
I don’t wanna know I don’t care anymore,
Try to fix me again,
Take my soul again
I don’t want to die, I changed my mind when I found you.
Take me over let me be myself
You won’t know the pain
You pushed me you broke me down
You hurt me you left me all alone
Hurt me again
I wanna feel again
I’m feeling numb again please take me away
Kill me again
Hide me away
You know you can run but you can’t hide
Take me over let me be myself
You won’t know the pain
You pushed me you broke me down
You hurt me you left me all alone
Take me away
Give me the pain
Let me waste it away
I don’t wanna die
I just wanna kill
I just wanna kill
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silence
04:09
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It’s all silent your so happy
I’m screaming please let me out
You know that I’m fine but really I’m dying inside
You almost caught me but now it’s too late
And I told you that I was Fine to many times
And now it’s easy to lie
I’ve done it too many times
Let me go back to pretending everything is allright
Your the only holding on please let me go
They allways tell me you won’t miss me if I go
And maybe just maybe there right
And I’m on my knees crying for help and choose not to hear
And I told you I was fine too many times
And now it’s easy to lie
I’ve done it too many times
Nobody noticed why don’t they notice that I’m not fine
I don’t wanna have to keep pretending anymore I’m tired
I’m sick of crying. Myself to sleep
and I don’t wanna feel this numb I wanna feel something
And I can’t do this anymore
I wanna go back to before
and I told you that I was Fine too many times
And now it’s easy to lie
I’ve done it so many times
I just want it to go away
I don’t wanna feel all the pain
I just want It to go away
I don't wanna feel all the pain
but I told you that I was fine to many times
and now it's easy to lie
I've done it too many times
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you didnt care
04:36
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There's nothing left, nowhere to go,
Nowhere to run to, nowhere to hide,
Take them alone, your meant to die,
No ones going to be there for you now,
You didn't care, you just ignored,
I don't know what to do,
You never cared how I felt,
Until you found them,
Then you locked me up,
Don't fight alone, it never works,
You didn't know, you never even asked
Did you care, if I was fine,
Because you never knew, you never even noticed,
You didn't care, you just ignored,
I don't know what to do,
You never cared how I felt,
Until you found them,
Then you locked me up
You never knew the real me, stop trying it's too late,
Just leave me alone, I don't want to feel your pain,
You won't fix me.
You didn't care, you just ignored,
I don't know what to do,
You never cared how I felt,
Until you found them,
Then you locked me up. x2
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Do as I say not as I do,
Stop saying this shit that just isn’t true
You’ve got to the end your days are through
Now get the fuck away from me
You think ya can manipulate me,
In this land of the brave the home of the free,
Well why don’t you just wait and see
Now get the fuck away from me
What about you your full of advice
What makes you so special
Let’s look at your life
All I can see is an unstable prick
I don’t need ya fucking advice
I won’t fit in your gender role
I ain’t here to problem solve
I’m just here to break the mould
Now stay the fuck away from me
You say my words don’t mean a lot
Why don’t ya show us what you fucking got
Just as thought it ain’t a lot
Now get the fuck away from me
What about you your full of advice
What makes you so special
Let’s look at your life
All I can see is an unstable prick
I don’t need ya fucking advice
What about you your full of advice
What makes you so special
Let’s look at your life
All I can see is an unstable prick
I don’t need ya fucking advice
You pull me apart stitch by stitch
You think I’m dumb? You think I’m thick?
Now get the fuck away from me
I always was the odd one out
No matter how much you scream and shout
I’ll never be what you about
Now get the fuck away from me
Get the fuck away from me
Get the fuck away from me
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10. |
Give me more
04:02
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rich gulag UK
Living in Nottingham also guitarist for anarcho punk band pedagree skum, Activistas and the black light mutants always anti fascist.
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