V1
Two weeks is all it takes to create or make a fake for the sake of health and hate
14 days to erase the ways of a lifetime
the life line cut free
you see it’s me not we, where insanity is key
A familiar place with the same old face hidden far beneath the skin
the sin bringing forth the self-centred ways
As the days roll past the essence holds fast slowly becoming that monstrous past

c: repent reject deselect that choice that inner voice the voice of the dark the blackened hole
The loss of control
The death of the soul
The loss of control
V2
The chemical mix of the addicted and sick where the trick is to abstain from the sane
the shame causes pain in the familiar way that stayed beneath the surface until that day
Where everything changed
Well change can be arranged but not the same for the deranged to maintain is to abstain from the chemically insane
The subterfuge once used a definition of you , the tales come easy once you know what to do
C)
V3
Being not one to goad but to continue on this road to a destructive space where I wear a different face reflecting a dark and ominous place
The animal inside that hides and bides it’s time outwardly fine
in truth walking the line waiting for a sign a sign of the times
a time full of crimes ignoring the cries and sighs from the eyes of those who care
Who’ve always been there
C)
V4
Like him the sin of the father or rather the mother the smother the beast of them all
So again you fall with no one to catch so you hatch your plan to be the man you despise
the god of lies the lord of the flies the devil in disguise
Disguised as myself the ego the Id to keep the lid on the boiling pot
which is still boiling hot just waiting to spill
to fill my boots with the evil that men do,like me like you
Years of restraint without a single complaint, compliant or defiant like a good hairless ape a heartless trait a spiritual rape my spirit has left and left a darker face
C)
Repent reject , deselect that choice that inner voice the voice of the dark the blackened hole
The loss of control
The death of the soul
The loss of control